Mirror

Staring in the mirror, I see a familiar face. Someone I once knew very well.
Looking at her now, I see an empty shell. She's trying to reach out to me,
but I close my eyes. I'm just not ready.
I keep turning away from where I need to be. I know what I'm doing.
It is clear for me to see. I'm running away as fast as I can.
No destination, no well thought out plan.
The one moment in time when it just feels right... that is what I'm waiting for.
Searching every face in every place, wondering where it may be.
That one single moment to bring genuine happiness.
Just one moment to remember all my life.
That is what I live for.
while patiently waiting for the other side of me.
Where is she?